2007MAY24
Music| Smashing Pumpkins, Tarantula
Shirt| Same
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Jesus, what the hell is going on here? Chaos! It is great! No, it stinks. I cannot let go and just enjoy the crash and burn as the show happens. I am trying to stick and see the aftermath when the debris clears. Welcome to hell, Jody. Here, it is one of the worse moments tied into one of the first moments of a new life. You will not be able to enjoy it with me though, because I will not be able to enjoy it for another several weeks, if ever. C'est la vie. And, you will leave on an early flight to escape this fiery hole. Joy. On more chunk of drama to endure in a flat week. The hours fly by as the slippery slope gets slippery-er. Wonderful. Will I ever find a way to enjoy this project? Will this be par for the course? The things I pump the most passion into are the most ambiguous to loved ones and the most painful to me. What the fuck? |
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